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Barbara D. Porter
  • In lieu of flowers, the family suggests memorial contributions be made to:
  • Marathon For a Better Life
    PO Box 268
    Warnerville, NY 12187
  • In lieu of flowers, the family suggests memorial contributions be made to:
  • Blenheim United Methodist Church
    PO Box 137
    N. Blenheim, NY 12131

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hi mom nice to see your faace i think of you all the time still lastnight i held your urn seemed so small for such a big heart i miss you and gram all the time we are decorating for christmas already i know too early but mark really likes this holiday and i do also we dont even exchange gifts we just wanna be together sometimes work gets in the way of that but nit this year we should

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Oct 16, 2012

hi mom hope you are ok and looking down on me hope you are proud i am afraid nikki is gonna mess her life up she is druging and drinking again so mom it wasnt texas it was her she used up all the money mark and i would give her and as soon as it dried up she went back to ny so now colleen can just hand it to her.....i miss you and think of you every day

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Oct 13, 2012

Hi mom how are you its been a few days now i have been sick i think that the dr gave me that menningitis infection he tested me today so gotta wait to get the results hope not thats for sure i am very lonely dont know what to do for myself dont take any pleasure in anything lately idk why just kind walk around in a daze even when i am at work if its busy then its better

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Oct 09, 2012

hi mom its bugger i have missed you all day today and gram too i am not coping starting to be scared mark and i argue some i see that jen fiinally looked at your tribute page and i am glad that she sent you a letter she has had a hard time too i think that she feels that she couldve done something different but she did all she could mom i dont call her very much i think

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Oct 01, 2012

Good morning, Mom just started today looking at your memory wall. I just haven't been able to. You would of enjoy today because it is your best friends birthday.(Artie) He misses you to.When you see Gram today wish her a Happy Birthday. We are taking Artie to his favorite place to eat today and if you were here you would of been going with us.Miss you so much I can't stop missing you I cry alot and I know that

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Posted by: jennifer warner - north blenheim, NY - daughter   Sep 30, 2012

HI MOM HOW ARE YOU ITS RAINING TODAY A NICE SLOW RAIN MAKES ME SAD I WAS WALKING UP AND DOWN OUR STREET CRYING DONT LIKE THE RAIN I KNOW THEY SAY THAT ITS ANGELS AND GOD CRYING AND I DONT WANT YOU TO BE SAD I HATE IT IF YOU WERE I WANT YOU TO HAVE EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED YOU WORKED SO HARD I WISH THAT I HAD APPRECIATED YOU MORE WHEN I WAS YOUNG I KNOW NOW

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Posted by: howard porter - GREENVILLE, TX - SON   Sep 29, 2012

How are you today mom hope you are well and having a ball with everyone i miss you had to work today little slow had alot of down time had a few crying spells does that seem wierd to you i know you wouldnt want me to keep crying and being sad but i cant help it this has broken my heart with a deep wound dont know if i can fix it even with marks help but we are

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Sep 28, 2012

hi mom its me again hope i am not bothering you i didnt sleep again lastnight just wandered around the house poor mark he just sits there and hugs me and tells me its hard but together we will get thru this i tell him i dont know how he did it when his mom died i am devastated it has changed my whole life i am so sad dont have any energy sometimes i think dark thoughts like when

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Sep 27, 2012

hi mom how are you doing and gram and everyone else you are getting to see hope you are well now and free of pain it kills my heart to think you had to go through all of that mom i should have been going to your 90th birthday party and as it is i cant so we will keep in touch this way and i can cecebrate it with you just got home from work am tired dont know

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Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Sep 26, 2012

hi mom all i am gonna say today is i am very down very down mom am not dealing with this i have to sleep can you help me please i miss you and love you bugger


Posted by: howard porter - greenville, TX - son   Sep 21, 2012